Category: Relationships

tandem bikes

2/20/2017

i tried to ride a bike
Like I rhode you
In the dark
Pitch black
Searching for shades of blue
But like bikes
I never learned
A few miles before the wheel turned
Out of control
Fuck a break
you put your foot down no

I still wish
we would've
Stayed on
We had places to go
but, i guess
Uncharted landscapes
By tandem bicycles
Were never meant to be seen

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invisible man

2/6/2017

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I find myself in your clothes
As if wearing your scent
Feels nearly as good
As you wearing me

There's fun in pretending
Living in the spaces
You once occupied
is as close as I'll come
To the fabrication of what was
Making homes out of the clothes you housed
feels empty
Even with me inside
Cold
Even with the warmth of its weight

It always was
Cold
And
Empty
Loving you my invisible man

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Idols

2/6/2017

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I do to people
What Leo's do to lovers I idolize them
Hatch massive gods from their foreheads-
to cast shadows over their demons

I impede on their freedom to fail
To change, To be human
I lock them up
In a castle on a pedestal far, far, far away
From who they really are

I'm drawn to flaws
A broken jaw, crooked teeth, scabs on the knees
Call to me, Grab at me
With their marshmallow mouths
Gentle sensations tugging on my sleeve
Pulling me to flaws
So that I may give them new names
I call them pretty, intriguing, love
People are flawed at the core
But not as passive
For I give them new names
That they don't answer to

I've grown to understand
gods name themselves

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barf

2/6/2017

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He coated despair in candy
He said I was his best friend
Leaving My tummy churning, turning, upset
Repelling the acid boiling inside of it
Projecting the bile to the back of my throat
My mouth waters
Awaiting the grand exit of graveyard food

It won't settle
I have stuffed my gums with bites I couldn't chew
Closed my eyes
Swallowed it whole, like I swallowed you
I assumed My stomach could handle the feud
but soon I learned
I was cooning for the King's Fool

As I kept swallowing pushing back
The Inevitable flood
That would carry the bile back up
It's hard not to face What we upchuck.

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the spectrum of sacrifice

2/6/2017

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She told me I scratched her
I apologized

I told her she scratched me
She cut her nails

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got milk?

2/6/2017

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I lowered myself beneath her
So that I could suckle the sweet nectars
From her breast
Mouth watering and back bent I latched on
Two savory drops plopped on my lips
A splash on the tongue exciting the buds

There were Two drops before
She withdrew and named me selfish
I selfish?
Having toiled so long
Beaten and battered along the way
And all I ask is a drink

But how could she know of my thirst?
How could I know of her aching utters?
I was sucking her dry.

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the son and the lun

2/6/2017

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The sun outshines the other stars
Casts them out
Blinding us with his bright rays
Illuminating only what is below

Luna, ever changing
Yet the same
As time has shown o'er and o'er again
She rests amongst the stars
Allowing them to shine
While illuminating this world too

Some are the sun
Stars shining so big, so bright
They can no longer see themselves
Others, The Moon
Finding balance between them and all that is left

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licking wounds

2/6/2017

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The embers spewed from your mouth
Burned holes in my skin
Scathing, etching pain into my flesh

I have grown numb to the shock, still
I kiss the scars every night before bed

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She told me I scratched herI apologizedI told her she scratched me​ She cut her nails

The embers spewed from your mouth​Burned holes in my skinScathing, etching pain into my flesh​I have grown numb to the shock, stillI kiss the scars every night before bed

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She told me I scratched her
I apologized

I told her she scratched me
She cut her nails

The embers spewed from your mouth
Burned holes in my skin
Scathing, etching pain into my flesh

I have grown numb to the shock, still
I kiss the scars every night before bed