Category: Longing

swallowing swords and building fires

3/20/2017

Countless women swallow Themselves whole
Using swords to Force their light down
To the pit of their wombs
Praying to bear daughters
To carry the torch They consumed

We are the daughters
born With swords in our right hands
To forge new paths
torches in the left
To light the way
And blood boiling wild and hot
Coursing through our veins
We have been imprinted with flame

Our mothers were the martyrs
They swallowed their light
But we still saw the glow in their cheeks
The slither of sunshine
Breaking through their teeth
Because of their sacrifice
We were born of Fire and steel

Our swords incite fear
But the true power is in our light
And with it We can't be tamed
We won't be bound
We are limitless
And the world is scared
Because We possess magic
they struggle to understand
so they use our swords to pierce our insides
Force our hands To turn in on themselves
And We have learned to hide the flame
in our mouths keep them shut

But we will not self destruct
Oh no
It's time to Pull the swords from our throats
With mouths wide
We will sing songs of defiance
Using the light pouring out to
Gaze upon the earth with new eyes
And we will dance
because there is fire shut up in our bones
The embers hum to our battle song

We are the daughters of women
With fires in their bellies
Use your sword to carve their names
We were born to set the town a blaze
So burn baby burn
it is your destiny
to engulf this world in flames

Grim reaping

2/20/2017

i want death to ravish me when we meet
No need for foreplay
Cold kisses
Aren't meant for cheeks
They are planted on warm necks
By skeleton teeth
I want death to cum before I am aware
He is inside
I want death to whisk me away
Like a thief in the night
Cloaked in dark garbs
Grasping me tight
As he escorts me to life's door
The place from whence I came
Only to return again

I am Wed to Death
Life was but a mistress
Bitter and cruel but her sweet pussy
Whispered the secrets I needed to hear
Those whispers have turned to screams
A constant ringing in my ears
Driving me into Deaths cold embrace
His silence as loud as hers
Not tethered to words or worlds
Carry me over the threshold into eternity

I'd rather be cast into the abyss
Wrapped in deaths tight grip
Night rider take me for a spin
Holding on to bones don't let me slip

tandem bikes

2/20/2017

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i tried to ride a bike
Like I rhode you
In the dark
Pitch black
Searching for shades of blue
But like bikes
I never learned
A few miles before the wheel turned
Out of control
Fuck a break
you put your foot down no

I still wish
we would've
Stayed on
We had places to go
but, i guess
Uncharted landscapes
By tandem bicycles
Were never meant to be seen

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Giant toy cars/ unfulfilled

2/6/2017

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I am only but 22
But I have experienced an emptiness akin
To 44 year old men
With giant toy cars
And life-sized barbies to squeeze them in

I too
crushed this dry fruit
That had become my life
Head thrust back mouth wide
With squinted eyes
Drawing the illusion
That a drop of joy might fall and
Graze the tongue
For I had forgotten it's taste

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invisible man

2/6/2017

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I find myself in your clothes
As if wearing your scent
Feels nearly as good
As you wearing me

There's fun in pretending
Living in the spaces
You once occupied
is as close as I'll come
To the fabrication of what was
Making homes out of the clothes you housed
feels empty
Even with me inside
Cold
Even with the warmth of its weight

It always was
Cold
And
Empty
Loving you my invisible man

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Idols

2/6/2017

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I do to people
What Leo's do to lovers I idolize them
Hatch massive gods from their foreheads-
to cast shadows over their demons

I impede on their freedom to fail
To change, To be human
I lock them up
In a castle on a pedestal far, far, far away
From who they really are

I'm drawn to flaws
A broken jaw, crooked teeth, scabs on the knees
Call to me, Grab at me
With their marshmallow mouths
Gentle sensations tugging on my sleeve
Pulling me to flaws
So that I may give them new names
I call them pretty, intriguing, love
People are flawed at the core
But not as passive
For I give them new names
That they don't answer to

I've grown to understand
gods name themselves

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barf

2/6/2017

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He coated despair in candy
He said I was his best friend
Leaving My tummy churning, turning, upset
Repelling the acid boiling inside of it
Projecting the bile to the back of my throat
My mouth waters
Awaiting the grand exit of graveyard food

It won't settle
I have stuffed my gums with bites I couldn't chew
Closed my eyes
Swallowed it whole, like I swallowed you
I assumed My stomach could handle the feud
but soon I learned
I was cooning for the King's Fool

As I kept swallowing pushing back
The Inevitable flood
That would carry the bile back up
It's hard not to face What we upchuck.

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got milk?

2/6/2017

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I lowered myself beneath her
So that I could suckle the sweet nectars
From her breast
Mouth watering and back bent I latched on
Two savory drops plopped on my lips
A splash on the tongue exciting the buds

There were Two drops before
She withdrew and named me selfish
I selfish?
Having toiled so long
Beaten and battered along the way
And all I ask is a drink

But how could she know of my thirst?
How could I know of her aching utters?
I was sucking her dry.

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licking wounds

2/6/2017

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The embers spewed from your mouth
Burned holes in my skin
Scathing, etching pain into my flesh

I have grown numb to the shock, still
I kiss the scars every night before bed

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The embers spewed from your mouth​Burned holes in my skinScathing, etching pain into my flesh​I have grown numb to the shock, stillI kiss the scars every night before bed

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The embers spewed from your mouth
Burned holes in my skin
Scathing, etching pain into my flesh

I have grown numb to the shock, still
I kiss the scars every night before bed